||[Jul. 4th, 2005|11:38 am]
oh what an update. life is good. crazy shit has been happening lately. but it keeps life interesting. i need to not jump to conclusions. i think my life is over, when im stressing over a measly little thing. i cant go back and change what happened. i just have to make a better choice next time.
people are going to be assholes. and i just have to say to myself i dont need them. they fuck me over time and time again. im too nice god damnit. im just going to be a bitch all the time. but thats not me. maybe it is. deep down. people piss me off after i give u gas money. fuck u. fuck u. ahhh. im not gonna let u take avantage of me anymore. fuck u. i want people to hang out with. who are nice and are cool and not concieded. because hello. god damn it.
well im off to the train station. going far away from here