01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you. 02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you. 03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be... 04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you. 05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you. 06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of. 07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you. 08. Put this in your journal.
i love quotes. they are my escape. i just read them and write them down and they insprire me. right now, i dont know what im going to do. but i have these quotes to fall back on. i have to strive to graduate and thats about it right now
today, my quote is "They who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who only dream by night." Edgar Allen Poe
man. i go to sleep at 10. and wake up at 11. its nice, but im still tired.i have to go to school at like 12:30 today. and its 11:45, so i better get ready. ha. im really worried right now. i feel so behind in everything, that i dont know if i will get it all done. i feel as if im growing closer away from my friends because im putting other things first. which i cant help because i have a life.
but i do think im loosing a friend. it sure as hell feels like it. because of my actions, because of hers. and at first i was really being emo about it. and i still am. we have been through so much shit. and im really sad about it. but u know what. this is life. people come and go, things come and go. if their your friends they'll stick by you no matter what your troubles are. not just cut off all conversations with u. thats what pisses me off the most. ahh! i want to scream! and when she fucking wants to call me and talk, im suppose to pick up. im suppose to call her back when i miss her call. yet she doesnt pick up her phone when i call. she doesnt call me fucking back. she gets mad because i dont call her back. ahh! it annoys me and even brings tears to my eyes because were not friends anymore.
but u know what. this is life. this is learning and making mistakes and moving on.
happy today everyone. its a beautiful day. this morning i kept my door close and put stuff in front of it so no one could wake me up. and no one even bothered. i woke up at 7:00 and then at 7:30 and decided, ya. i should get up. i told my mom my arrangements for prom. and shes like well whos alicia. im like mom. if u met alicia, you would would prolly shit your pants because shes the most awesome person EVER!!! well i didnt say that, but i was thinking it. and she is just like ok. so this weekend were getting my dress. im hecka excited. my glamour shot pictures came in. that means i have to start writing out my announcements. i always forget that word. ha! but my pictures turned out good. haha, i thought i looked crappy at first, but they cleaned them up and they look good. i graduate in 31 days not counting half days (monday through friday) and 43 days total counting weekends.
im hella excited. oh heck yes. and today is a good day. i found a ladybug. well actually i named him mr. ladybug because he was cute. and ladybugs are lucky. im not high on any substance. just the sunshine and my own natural high.
hahah. i crack myself up. now...im off to photography!
im sick. blah! im sitting here writing 4-H end of the year reports. my phone is temporarily shut off, but hopefully it will be on tomorrow. ok, i KNOW it will be on tomorrow
this weekend was good. friday i had a cooking meeting. we made hella good sourcream coffee cake. oh heck yes. then i went home and i cleaned and went to sleep for about 5 hours. because i didnt sleep at all thursday and i thought heck. i need some sleep. woops. ha!
worked only on saturday. i worked the register. interesting stuff happens at the register. well...thats when u talk to people...and i love talking to people. :) a guy gave me free rivercats tickets. but i had no one to go with so i just gave them away to another person. a man bought me an icecream sandwhich and one man offered to get me a fake id. well i kinda...ha alicias...have one...but i was like hey. haha. then i went to my friend rebbecca's and we went to bel air and got ice cream and gummy worms. then we had mad dog 20/20 and i passed out. sunday i got up and eww, i felt sick. katelyn, rebbeccas little daughter, was up and coughing all night and now i can barely talk. yesterday i went to work and got my check. they only took out 3 dollars so i was happpy.:) we picked up this guy nuno who i used to work with and we all went to denio's farmers auction. and i got hecka fruit. yay for fruit. and then we wnet to taco bell. ahh the chicken quesadilla's (ha) and then we went back to rebbeccas and i was tired so i went to sleep. got up and ate chicken and beer. yummy! then went to walmart and then home and i cleaned my room basically the whole nite.
im in ag. they called me out. i had to finish my thank you letter. well i just put it in the envelope. mrs. goss liked my thank you letter. she was like that was a really good letter. i was like thank u thank u
everyone is talking about prom. i hella want to go. but i dont want to go without a date. i dont know. i asked this guy daniel. but he was like i dancing and i have no money. and im like damn. lol. i really want to go. u only go once to your senior prom. and i want mine to be special. i'll go some how
so i have a cooking meeting tonite. fun. i have to go home and type up a 4-H planning schudule to turn in. oh boy, watch out. i dont know what im going to make, but i will figure out something.
me and bumpy went to jamba juice yesterday and i paid with my visa card. its the second time i paid with it. its cool. haha. im a nerd i know
and now i have to walk my ass back to english. im broke. and i need to put money on phone because it only has like 50 minutes left.
and im sitting here listening to these girls next to me about how fat they are, and their both like fucking hot. lol, and ya. i mean i can say that. lol
and then...katie ran to uhh...english...the class im uhh...passing...:)
ha, oh what a beautiful day. i stayed home again today. not by someone leaving me, but because i have orientation today. im excitied. im working on a scholarship and cleaning my room. im going to go develop pictures today at walgreens.
i am going to go jump in the shower because i smell really bad. i took a shower yesterday, but still yuck.
i am walking one fine line. crap crap shit. seriously.
right now i just feel all jittery. and all i had this morning was coffee, orange juice, and cream of wheat. i mean i have had only 4 hours of sleep, but who can complain. my house is such a mess. i just want to clean it up. but i have to go to school. im going to graduate. i dont know why im thinking of cleaning at a time like this. ahh!
happy 4-20 everyone. im sooo happy. i hope you are too:)
so i was gone yesterday from school, and im going to be gone today. and im going to be gone tomorrow. and mr. roberts isnt going to count my suspensions. man oh man, i feel this crazy rush as in im behind and i have the oppurtunity to catch up. i dont know...i need to read my horoscope today. ha!
so this is what i need to do:
-Write Scholarship Essays
-Complete Actual Scholarships Applications
-Type 4-H Secrataries Notes and 4-H planner Summary
-Look up a recipie for my cooking meeting this Friday
-Call 4-H Members for our cooking meeting on Friday.
-Find out my Schedule for work because i dont even know when im going to work again.
-Quit the job i have now and schedule an interview for the other job i have lined up
-Write thank you notes off the wall
-Go pick up my pictures from glamour shots
-Do my graduation Announcements
-Call people to Sell Guinea pigs
-Do my homework and all Missing assignments as well as Extra Credit